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jin: in charge of bandaids
jimin: knows every jonas brothers song by heart
jungkook: can read at first grade level and won’t let u forget it
rapmon: falls off the monkey bars constantly
jhope: talks really loud and gets put in time out
suga: nap time is all the time
taehyung: eats glue
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Not only am I mentally exhausted and psychologically empty, I am now physically hurt. Great.
I often say I feel empty, but I’m serious each times. It’s getting to the point of me learning something or living an event and forgetting it minutes later. I can’t recall childhood memories. The one I tell are those I’ve been told by my family and friends. I can’t get attach to something without faking it. I know I like this thing but I don’t feel it. I know what I should be feeling but I’m acting it up so I would look real.
I am empty and fake…
|Aug 31st 2014||116,037 notes|
I have a massive fear that no one actually likes me, rather everyone is just politely tolerating me hoping I leave them alone
|Aug 29th 2014||447 notes|
if you don’t get excited when you hear “aiiiiiiight” in a block b song then we can’t be friends
sorry, i don’t make the rules
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|Aug 24th 2014||6,316 notes|
Me after Book 4 ends: I’m no longer bound to this earth by worldly desires. I have entered the void.
Always the same thing. I need to shut up and do what he asks me to do or else I’m treated like shit. Does the concept of family really works like that? Can’t I express myself without getting into a fight and have him say things like I’m just shit? For years, he’s been putting pressure on me, saying he would leave my family because of me. For years.
He doesn’t feel good? He’s facing drepression? He works a lot in the house?
I am able to work and go to school. I am able to have a life. I am trying to live each day without thinking about giving up. I’m not feeling well. It feels like depression. I don’t know. I just have this emptyness surrounding me. I’m not shitting on my family even though I’m like that. Why can’t he? My mother told me not to push him. I never did. I just wanted to help and he shuts me down on the spot. No time to explain. After that, they ask me why I’m not smilling, laughing, there as much as before? I think if you really care about someone, you’ll see if they have issues, troubles. They never gave the impression of seeing me. Not see or not care. I’m not perfect, but it’s not a reason to treat me like this, to kill me little by little.
|Aug 24th 2014||1 note|
Damn Tumblr… I just saw a gifset of my current drama and it was the ending… I HAVEN’T WATCH THE LAST EPISODES YET SINCE THEY JUST CAME OUT!
|Aug 23rd 2014||264,078 notes|
This drives me mad. I used to work in a bookstore, and was talking to my coworker and he just yelled out “stop flirting with me!” at this ridiculous volume and it was humiliating because
1. I wasn’t
2. I got in trouble for acting unprofessional
3. He embarrassed me in front of a line of people
4. And he only stopped insisting that I was flirting when my boyfriend (who is now my husband) said, “dude, trust me, she’s not flirting with you” to him
That asshole respected my BOYFRIEND saying I wasn’t flirting more than he respected me saying it and I was the one who was talking! The whole scene got me in trouble at work. And the most ridiculous part is we were talking about a fucking book. In a bookstore.
One time, my ex boyfriend had a crush on some girl, and said that he thought he might have “a chance” with her.
When I asked him what made him think that, he said “Well, she talks to me.”
And this is why it is so difficult to be a girl and be friends with men who are attracted to women.
Can we also add that this is why a lot of women do the resting bitch face when out in public. Cause dudes swear a glance or a smile is flirting.
So yesterday something that perfectly illustrates this happened. I work at a fast food place and this guy comes in at 7am on a Sunday, still probably drunk from the night before, and when I smiled and said goodmorning he said “Did you just say that because you’re being paid to say that?”
I repressed my urge to sarcastically answer, and said “Nope, I just enjoy saying hi to everyone!” To which he responded, “Oh, so you weren’t flirting with me then.”
Dude, I’m not flirting with your gross 7am-on-a-Sunday-ass, trust me.
My defense mechanism when I’m uncomfortable at work is to smile, so I did that and said “Is there anything I can get you this morning?” to which he responded,
"There, you just smiled! What does that mean?"
At this point I was fed up, so I said,
"I smile at everyone sir, its just what I do. What can I get you, coffee, a bagel?"
And he said “I’m gonna be watching to see if you smile at everyone. I don’t like it when girls lie to me” and then ordered a coffee and a muffin like he hadn’t just said something at 11 on the “Is this guy a serial rapist” scale (where 0 is ‘no’ and 10 is ‘Yes, run away as fast as you can right now.”).
Then he sat there for another hour and a half, staring at me from his table. When he got up and left he came back to the counter, and said “You do smile at everyone. That’s fucked up.” and walked out.
I can’t even be innocuously polite and pleasant to people at my job (where customer service is the number one thing we are supposed to be focusing on) for fear of this shit happening. What happens if he had decided to wait until my shift was over?
New Rule: If she’s at work, SHE’S NOT FLIRTING WITH YOU.
A same situation happened to me at work recently. I work in a supermarket at the cash register and I do smile at everyone. For example, each time I make eye-contact with someone, I’ll smile and say hello or anything else.
This co-worker of mine is no exception and each time I smile at him, it feels like he stares at me afterward. Results? Yesterday and today, he didn’t even give me one single glance or tell me a single word. Seriously, I don’t see myself as pretty, so I don’t know if he thinks I’m flirting (which I’m not) with him and he’s trying to ignore me because he’s not interest or I’m just being paranoid since I’m use to have small conversations with him.